Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today.

~James Dean

Sunday, December 30, 2007

So fucking done!

I am so done with boys! Seriously this time.

I know I just blogged about this guy that I have fallen head over heels for...

Well, I did a little research and found out that, yes, he is visiting his ex-girlfriend in Europe! And she might think that they are still together... fucking a!

Of course this did not stop him from a) sleeping in my bed, b) telling me that i am amazing, beautiful, and all that bullshit, or c) inviting me to come out to visit him in Colorado and allowing me to buy a plane ticket.

What the fuck!

So, I am done with them for a loooooooong time. It all ends in me getting my fucking heart broken. Please excuse my profanity, but finding that stuff out tonight was crushing. At least it allows me to start the new year off with a fresh, clean plate!

During the last year, my life changed dramatically. I got my feet back on the ground and am headed in a great direction professionally and financially. However, my personal life leaves much to be desired. So, in 2008, I hope to not only keep things going the way they are in my professional/financial life, but I also hope that my personal life changes dramatically for the better.

I wish that I could follow the wise words of Marilyn Monroe when it comes to men:
"A wise girl kisses but does not love, listens but does not believe, and leaves before she is left."

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